yerr!!

he's nt coming 2moro... sobz!

its 2moro!

ok.. so.. 2moro.. im gonna c him... cant wait.. huhu... bt.. its a mayb la.. im scared if my mum.. sudd change da plan.. if he cant make it n such.. anyway... i hope 4 da best.. ermm... last saturday.. was our anniversary.. there i was.. in da car.. n sudd.. a song which he gav me.. was played on da radio... i bet u nvr heard of da song b4 rite... nvr gonna giv u up... well.. it was on radio.. n they seldom play it... i guess im juz lucky... i hope.. i wish... both of us.. gonna last 4eva.. n eva... i really luv him...

I luv u.. i really do.. n owayz do..

yay!! after 2 weeks... of silence... he finally texted me... i was quite shocked... bt i came clean... told him... confessed evything... luckily.. he 4given me.. i tot.. when he din contact me 4 2 weeks... v gonna break up soon... luckily... no... thx god! coz im sooo in luv wit him...well.. it started wit da surprise cake.. which i tot didnt go on well... coz.. dat time.. he... didnt care bout me... nt didnt care la.. juz bz.. so... i tot he doesnt lyk it... then... i scolded him.. coz.. he was away... soo... i told him... is he bz wit all his works until he has no time 4 me.. n mayb... he 4gotten all about me... i was sooo sad... n confused... i wanted 2 break up... coz... i tot he doest luv me anymore.. bt.. wat if he does?? shoo... i asked him.. if he still luvs me.. n he said he does.. which means... a bright new day 4 me.... a happy 1... wit real happiness... nt juz... da type of day when i wake up.. i say... i'll b strong.. i wont cry... i dun nid any1... i juz nid myself... n eventhough hw hard i tried... i cant help myself... bt 2 cry... sad isnt it?? after dat... i told him... da truth.. wat i did bhind his back... n i tot he wud kill me.. luckily he didnt... 1 more reason 4 me 2 luv him.. hehe...n when its time 2 bid gudbye... he said sth sooo sweet... i really miss him y'know... i luv him sooo much n miss him even more... i hope... v can last 4eva... n hopefully... things will b better... i can c him.. as often as i 1 2... n such... 2 b honest... im still d old me... i cant help bt 2 owayz feel jealous.. let it b his frenz... cousins n such.. i dunno wat 2 do... anyway... keep it 2 myself... n when i cant stand it.. i'll tell him.. wat i dun lyk... rite.. nw... its juz my fault.. hehe...im nt being a gud gal... a gud gf... n such... bt.. dats da truth... who can lie bout da truth.. well.. gtg... bye... n take care

A dream?? a hug is all i need...

last nite i dream... of 2 guys... ok... i giv them initials... their names both starts wit da letter h... so... h#1... n h#2... ok.. h2... is kinda soo mean n evil 2 me... he is da reason i cried in my luvly dream(well.. it supposed 2 b luvly)... luckily... h1 was there 2 save da day..(lolx... muz stop watching all da superheroes movies)...he hugged me... n asked me 2 stop crying.. which i did... then... he asked me 2 smile... n i smiled.. n then... i realize.. its a dream... n bsides.. he isnt supposed 2 b in my life.. so... wake up ad lorh... hehe

Wah!!! such a happy day!!! i luv it... n i luv those ppl in it...

well... erm... woke up @ 7.30... get ready 4 an unofficial date by 9.30... y is it unofficial?? well... coz... erm... dat guy... i went out wit... isnt my bf... juz sumkind of reunion 4 us la... since da last time i saw him was last month... n... he keep on asking me... 2 go out wit him... well.. bsides dat.. i brought hidayu's whole family along... haha... so dat... nth suspicious will happen between us... such as.. he say i luv u... omg!! im nt gonna let dat happen!!! well.. watch movie... erm.. congkak... vv nice lerh... serious... i was sooo scared... dat i hugged hidayu... n when i sit up straight ad... he placed his head on my head... omg!! dat was weird.. i asked hidayu if she mind shifting place... bt... she refuses.. she thought i wanna kenakn her... bt... its ok la... as long as he didnt put a knife at my throat... i can survive... ermmm.. then.. after movie... shopping!!! d oni way 2 get rid of him... i figured out... was... 2 go in2 a gurl shop... which is ez... n then.. ermm... when i tilt my head a bit.. he oso do da same.. kinda mocking me... so... i merajuk la... n juz bcoz.. i merajuk... qhe went back home.. witout informing me.. i was sooo worried.. wat if he disappear?? if sum1 kidnap him!! all kinds of scenarios went in2 my mind... i was sooo scared if his parents blame me.. haih... well.. since.. im da gud gal.. i begged him 2 meet me @ da starbucks... n had a quickie chat... n then... chao! a better proper way 2 say gudbye... anyway... although i was annoyed... when i think back.. i had a fun time.. isnt it wat matter da most? i mean.. he is kinda sweet.. juz dat.. i cant accept him.. coz im nt available.. im no longer single.. whether i h8 it or nt.. im sum1 else's gf..

A week?? was sth lyk ermm.. haih...

hurmmm... juz had a tiring week.. monday... after skool... gt choral.. n then... violin class.. my teacher forced me 2 finish up my whole grade 3 book in a week... which is impossible... tuesday... ermm... nth much... wednesday... debate... won best speaker... won da comp... hehe.... sooo happy lerh... then... thursday... which is yesterday.. had a row wit a stupid dumb dumb idiot fella...haih... lantak him la.. i dun 1 2 c his face again... n i dun 1 2 join dat stupid choral... which.. i bet our skool sure will lose... well... 2day.. during recess... ermmm... luckily x kena marah by teachers... new prefects r bertugas-ing in da canteen.. so... nid alot 2 get use 2... ermmm... when bertugas.. there's dis guy... who said he wanna c me... after skool... so i went 2 c him la... he asked me whether im angry @ him onot n such.. n he asked y i didnt pick up da phone... my answer was.. no im nt angry @ u... n nwdays... i oways afp... so.. dun bother...ermm... hidayu said i n ginsky looks sooo sweet 2gether... bt... sry 2 sy... its da past... i dun 1 2 rmb it oso... n aina d said i n dat guy... looks gud together... n once again... sry 2 say... i dun lyk his attitude... i nvr will... a few months ago.. he asked me 2 couple... n i rejected him... well.. da latest news i heard yesterday was... he broke up with his gf.. hw long has they been 2gether?? 1 year! sucks rite?? i mean... u hav a gf... n u asked me... get lost! anyhow... its hard 4 me 2 accept a guy's flaws... coz... i noe.. im nt in luv when... i cant accept or 4giv sum1 ezly... ermm... well... wat else ah? oh yeah... debate topic... public examination should be done away wit... plz... giv me sum ideas! i nid it sooo much.. well... gtg.... i wanna do... sth i haven do 4 a vv long time... which is... watching tv... haha... bye!

Saw Him! OMG! I LUV HIM!

hey guys... ok... i had dis... vvv... happy... n sweet day 2day... so... i wanna share it wit u... ok... i noe u all will say... oh... its nth... biasa la 2 n such... bt... 2 me... it means da whole wide world... so.. keep ur opinions 2 urself... im juz happy... n nth... xcept my sweet sweet dreamz... mayb... bout i gt sth i 1... n such... n my beauty sleep... which... i tangguhkn... due 2 da... things i wanna share wit u all... hehe... ok... its lyk dis... went 2 his skoool... saw his fren... n his ex-gf.. i din noe dat so... thx 2 my biiiig fat mouth... i said... im his gf... haih... i oni found out she is his ex... after about 20 mins... i was... sooo scared... n i swear i wanna go back 2 my skool... n just hide from evy1.. haih... 2 bad i cant... n bsides... v hav 2 wait 4 my teacher's husband... n then... i promised sum1 ad... dat i'll go n c him...so... i cant break my promise... well.. when they all went 4 recess... i go n c my fren... n then.. he bring me 2 c... my bf... well... saw my bf... walk around da skool... da skool wasnt sooo big actually... bt.. its quite big... ok... i dunno... wat 2 say... uz dat i noe da skool is super big... yet... i didnt get lost more than... 3 times... so... it was ok i guess... hurmm... let me spare u from all da lil things dat u all thing r normal.. bt... 2 me... is sth... vv sweet... so.. gotta off nw... hehe... BYE!

Headache?!?!

urggghhhh! major headache! haih... 2day... was a fun n nice day... went 2 ttdi... it was ermmm.. okok... da students... (sry... i dunno hw 2 explain... conclusion... speechless... hehe) well... da debate comp was vv gud... our skool deserved 2 win... yet d opponent... wasnt bad either... i hav 2 say... i was torn between 2... hehe... ermm... well... conclusion... of da debate thingys... it was gud! an experience 4 me... n i get other benefits oso... such as.... cut classes... well... 2moro... there's dis... geo comp... which... is an essay writting comp... n its gonna b held in smkss9... my hubby's skool!!!!!!!!!! omg! i was jumping yesterday in 3b n 3a class... when i found out... anyway.. i muz remind myself... im going there 2 compete... n nt... dating... so... if i can c him... lucky me la... if nt... its ok... well... hav 2 go n study nw... 4 d essay 2moro... haih... exam was last week... yet... here i m... wit all da books... my eyes sure will b lyk panda's eyes... hope... my he wont tegur me... hehe...

ohhh... lala....

haha... things happen.. mayb da way i wanted... n mayb nt... lolx...hurmm.. stories? hmmm... friday... sum1 say i luv u... 2 me... lolx... n then... a guy who is super cute... (in my skool) talk 2 me (oh well... im nuts rite?)... well... y am i sooo i dunno... weird?? mayb coz im bored... haha... then... go back home... scold sum1... my bf... i told him wat happened... n scolded him... coz... of his stupid freedom.. well... wat else happened ah?? oh yeah... all da choral speakers kena marah... kuang... kuang... kuang....(terikut dunia baru ad) n then.. a guy... kena marah... coz he tore my geo paper... i wont 4giv him lerh... dat nite... i dreamt.. of.. erm... nvm la.. i think its a secret.... n then... yesterday... SHOPPING! da whole day... ndat nite... my mum n my dad went out 4 a concert... omg! u shud c hopw my mum dress lyk... wit her low cut jeans... n her sexy dress... n her new guess jacket.. i swear... u guys wont blieve she's a malay... since... my parenst were out... i can on9 till 1am... n then.. sleep l8... haha... woke up @ 11.30... hehe.. n then... on9... till nw.. haha... so.. dats all la...

Maulidur Rasul... quite ok... haha....

Woke up @ 7... went 2 Nasha's hse @ 7.30... me n nasha... our baju... same colour... tudung oso same colour... hehe... n then... went 4 perarakan... as i was looking 4 sum1... who wears da same colour baju kurung or melayu as my fren... i spot sum1... hehe... well... then.. berarak la... n when v reached 2 da mosque... i mean... suarau... eat...enjoy... n chit chat... n then... go 2 da padang... saw him again.. i smile... he smiled... vv big... he was trying 2 avoid me... n @ da same time... trying 2 find ideas on wat v shud chat about... lolx... n then... go back there... he smile @ me again... lolx... n dats all.. haha... swt rite?!?! frenz mah.. wat did u tot?? he gonna come 2 me... n say I LOVE U?? soo swt! haih...

A week has passed...

Lolx... so... hurmm... wat i wanna say... thursday n friday.. was spent on One Missed Call movies... haha... its lyk super nice... n scary! lol... a few galz... came over 2 my hse... 4 a study group... bt... v spent da day watching movies... screaming n shouting... lol... haha... soo funny... i think i still gt da video... lol... anyway... dat thursay nite... me... dayu... n nasha... promised our bf.. dat... v'll call them dat nite.. or they call us... bt... anyway... hidayu n nasha managed 2 talk 2 their bf.. bt... i didnt.. he wasnt feeling well.. so.. he slept early... hehe... da next day... nth much happened... saturday... followed my grandparents.. 4 sum kind of wedding... i was an evil gurl.. dat day... lol... soo boring mah... well.. wat i did?? during.. da akad nikah ceremony... i listened 2 other ppl "mengumpat".. which isnt gud... n i wasnt paying attention.. i was... studying my kh... lol... hehe... well.. there's dis 2 galz... they gav me a creepy look... lol... mayb bcoz.. dat day... i dun hav frenz.. n they do.. its ok... im cool... hehe... da next day... i hang out wit wawan... my uncle... well.. da 1... who teman me 4 mlm gemilang... lol... yeah... dat tall guy... he kinda bullied me... when going back... so... mayb.. he's juz wanna grab d opportunity... since my bf isnt there... bt.. anyhow.. even if my bf was there... both of them will bully me... haih... i spent da day.. hanging out with 2 princesses... Ain.. n Ellisa... v call ain princess... coz she asked us 2... v played... card n such... n then.. firah.. da head of princesses... arrived... wit her luvly curly hair... she was quite jealous.. coz... all of d aunties... n uncles.. pay more attention 2 da baby airell.. n nt her...(wat 2 do... she sooo sombong mah)bt da conclusion durin d event... i made da 2 snobbish gurlz... jealous... hehe...n then.. go back home... helped my mum cook sth.. n then... study sej.. n get ready wit my cheerful face... 2 welcome... my relatives again... they came 2 my hse... 2 swim... it was great... i bcome... a gud gal.. n take care of da princesses.. swt... haha... monday... exam time... it was ok..
BM-78... so teruk... haih...
Eng-95.... Yay me.. bt... i cant b 2 happy la... i mean.. i shudnt...
Mt- haven get yet... bt... hoping 4 da best...
Sc- Comfirm... deduct 6 marks... i gt few mistakes... dunno da real scores yet...
Sej- It was kinda ez!!!!!!!!!! i studied soo hard... n da questions dat came out... was lyk... common sense... haiz...
Geo- hate da teacher... all da jarak... answers were sooo stupid... lol...
Kh... was a bit ok... i noe... so far i salah 1...
Pai... haih.. all dat i studied.. dint come out.. sobz...

well... a few hours ago.. i juz finish my science exam... i mean tuition.. it was... ermm... okok... kinda clueless most of da time... swt... so... 2moro... maulidur rasul... i wanna b a gud gal.. n join my frenz... 2 celebrate our prophet Muhammad... i nid 2 take a break... n i think... its a gud thing... if i join 4 da thingy 2moro... n friday.. i'll b vv bz.. nid 2 recite poems infront of u all... hehe... sooo shy lerh... da title of da poem is A Friend Most True... hehe... hope u all wont laugh @ me k... n then... gt public speaking.. wish me luck...n choral speaking...sry nasha i cnt join u... kinda bz... n haniza's party... omg! i haven plan anything la!! n last bt nt least... lynn's party... fuuuh! im getting busier... haih... luckily... still gt time 2 study... well... gotta off nw.. i muz sleep erly... since gotta wake up early 2moro... by! -XOXO-

yesterday??? lucky day?! oookkkkaaay.... i guess...

hmmm... went 2 nasha's hse... study maths... 1st.. study f1... n then eat... after dat study f2... n then eat... n then went out 2 buy choki2... n suddenly its raining... quite heavily... so... v were soaking wet u noe... haih...so v waited @ skool. 4 a while... until da rain... "reda abit" n then... run back 2 asifa's apartment... or mayb condo... im nt sure... well... met saufy... n annoying guy... saufy was... kinda lyk... i dunno... actually... i noe... bt malas 2 tell... nasha n her bf start dating... n da bf... is lyk sooo annoying! geramnya!!!!!! xde org lain ke nk bully? huh! luckily he's nasha's bf... well... reach her hse liao... watch tv... eat choki2... n then... my mum came... went back... lol.. nite.. 8pm... chat wit him... a while... 8.15 till 10... study.... since he teman me study.. i gt mood 2 read books la.. haha... n then... on9 again... 2 bad sth happen... he owayz bz i think... so i slept @ 12... hmmm... 2day he blk kampung... so... after i watch dis movie... im gonna off... n then... continue study... thx god... im nt sick... i wonder hw nasha n asifa 2day... well... nt gonna waste anymore time... so gudbye! n cya!

When Im With You- Faber Drive

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I’d try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to
It’s been two years to the day
Half the time I’ve been away
I know I’m not there enough but that’s gonna change
Cause I’m coming back
To show you that I’m keep the promise I made

When I’m with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah

He is sooo gud!!!!

he told me he luvs me... bt... if he does... he wont scold me... haih... n he wud treat me lyk last year... haih... bt... its ok la.. hmmm... i guess... whether he luvs me onot.. it wont make any diff... im sticking 2 my bf!

....guys in baju melayu... sampin.. n songkok... r usually handsome.!

he is gorgeous! relly... i mean it in a gud way... i cant take my eyes of his face... da way he talks... is lyk vv gentleman... sumhow... i kinda 4giv him coz he scolded me last year... haha... im weird 2day... well.. juz wanna praise him lorh... hehe... luckily he's f5... coz... if nt... i dunno... mayb i'll fall 4 him... i said MAYB OK! dun wry... im still in luv wit my bf...

Korea rules! memories r stored!

as i watched da movie my sassy girl... i rmb hw i n my fwen... walk along da lonely streets of seoul... when my parents n his parents went shopping... v exchange stories... n i rmb hw much i luv lolipops... n keep on buying 1... n he owayz offer me seaweed(which i nvr accept it... coz i hate it sooo much!) bt... he is a gud fren... i'll nvr 4get dat.. i guess... korea is a gud place 2 hang out... hehe... anyway... its juz a memory... in my head... 1 i will nvr 4get...

Hmmm.... Ermmm... Ok!

2 days ago... sum1 told me.. he wont luv me anymore... he'll giv up... he wont wait 4 me.. n my answer was... ok!(i wanted 2 say great... bt... im nt dat rude... n if i said oh... ok...with a sad tone... it'll sounds as if i luv him... so... i guess da best answer... was ok...) hurmm... n then... it all happens... sumhow... i felt lyk im free!!! huhu... bt... yesterday... he told me... he wont giv up... he'll wait 4 me... it doesnt matter hw long it'll take... 4 me... i feel lyk it'll take 4eva... coz... in my heart... there's oni 1 person... n i cant find anything bout dat guy... sumtimes... i feel annoyed... i dun lyk him following me all da time... i prefer 2 walk alone... i luv 2 spend time wit myself nowdays... nasha told me dat i've change... im nt soo cheerful anymore... haih... anyway... i hate his attitude... no "pendirian" oso... ckp ikut mood... well... dis weekend... gonna meet an old fwen... he's quite old 2 me... since he's f5... bt... i juz noe him 4 1 year++... im quite scared actually... hehe.... next week... study!! study??? study! hehe... n da next weekend... another kenduri... haih... bt... im cool wit dat 1... can c my relatives! hehe! soo happy... well... n wat else... erm... planning... nth much... bsides reading... i'll spend my weekends... watching movies in crunchyroll... n weekday... study... i'll on9 most of da time... coz... my i dun hav mp3 nw... so... nid 2 use da com 2 play songs... my radio in my maid's room... da tv... nth nice 2 watch... hurmm... lets talk about past.. yesterday... my fwenz... came over 4 a meeting... bout sth... PRIVATE!KEEP OUT!... hehe... n then... pick up my grandma... from KLIA... she's juz gt back from Indon... her fwenz told me dat she shopped alot... it was obvious... she spent more than rm10k on shopping alone... bt... da sad thing was... she didnt buy anything 4 me.... doesnt matter... im used 2 it... n well.. dats all la... dat i think i wanna write... i mean... type... hehe...

He loves her sooo much...

he loves her so much....
2 resign his job...
2 work 4 a position lower than what he used 2 get...
4 a salary... 1/4 of his usual salary...
he luvs her sooo much....
2 waited 4 her till 1 am...
juz 2 tell her he luvs her...
he luvs her sooo much...
2 sleep on da floor so dat...
she'll feel comfortable...
he luvs her soo much...
2 dedicate... a song... 4 her...
2 buy her bouquets of flowers...
till she 4gives him...
he luvs her soo much...
4 he oni care of her future..
he doesnt care bout all da wealth... as long as when he die...
she'll b a wealthy lady...
2 live in comfort...
n no nid 2 work soo hard..
he luvs her soo much...
4 oni she...is his angel...
she is more important than anything...
(more than me... i guess... bt it doesnt really matter)



so guys.. out there... can u do dat 4 ur gf? or da gal u luv? i mean... willing 2 sacrifice anything? i wish my bf is lyk dat... bt... rite nw... im soo thxful 2 hav him... let her noe... u luv her... more than anything else... n i bet.. she'll appreciate dat... as i will... call her... sweet names... n tell her... things... dat'll make her laugh... n giv her stuff when she lease expected... or...(mayb.. most of da time) do sweet things... wish y'all relationship.. last forever.. muackz!

haih.... a sad week... vv tiring... haih... hmmm...lets start da week... monday... ermmm... i stayed back... till 2.30 oni.. coz... wanna do hw... tuesday oso... wednesday... ermm.. skipped wushu... went 2 choral... kinda cried... coz... 2 stressful... haih... urm... ok... choral... wat 2 say ah... oh... da conductor scolded evy1... n i think almost evy1 hated her...my pet bro wanna quit... i understand how he felt... so... since im 2 bz ad... n looks lyk alot of ppl wanna quit... i told her i wanna quit 2... bt... i changed my mind... thursday... da unluckiest day of my life! i lost my MP3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn dat stupid dumb dumb thief!!! i hate u sooo much... cant u juz take my money n leave da mp3 in my bag... it meant a lot 2 me u noe! ok.... haih... cooolling down... i hope u all can pray dat i'll get my things back... haih... friday... nth much... juz.... quite bz.. haih... 2day... woke up... around 7.45... my mum scolded me.. dun care la... then... shower... bla... bla... bla... as usual... hehe... bt then... bukak contact lens case... OMG!!!! MY CONTACT LENS KOYAK AD!!! haih... so... nid 2 buy new 1... haih.. ermmm... then... fon lyk gila oni...i rmb sum1 said he wanna buy me a new phone... sapa huh?? lolx... hehe... well... anyway... gonna go 2 pavillion soon... so... gtg... buy.... xoxo...

17 Feb... its more special than valentine's day... bt... sth happened...

hmmm... lets start da day... 12... send... a comment 2 him... wishing him happy anniversary... then... i slept... had a dream...he can use his phone again... soo happy... bt... it was juz a dream... woke up... nth happened... was disappointed... on9 da whole day... coz... wanna chat wit him... haih... till 12... i dun think i chat wit him... actually.. i wasnt sure wat time he on9... bt he did... wish each other... n chat lyk normal... bt... dunno wat happened... he seems... moody... didnt say gudbye oso... disnt say i luv u oso... he nvr did dat... he'll reply... eventhough he's rushing... eventhough.... he's running out of cdt... i guess... its bcoz... of sum1's name... haih... well... send him a msg... 2 say sry... bt he didnt on9... im scared... he seldom do lyk dis... haih... i hope things will b fine...

Valentine's Day?? Haih... loads of luvly love stories... juz dat... its nt happening 2 me..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! so... how was ur day?? mine was ok... started wit an okok morning... coz... while evy1 come 2 skool looking lovelier than ever... i went 2 skool... looking lyk a plain jane... 4 me... valentine's day doesnt really mean much... i mean lyk... he's far... far... away... n im here... wat can b done? haih... pn thye wished us a happy valentine's day.. which is soo thoughtful of her... when recess came... i couldnt help but 2 feel sad... as i walk around... i c gurlz... holding roses... sum... holding presents... bt... me... im holding a book... a sad book... yet... im glad since... dats wat i planned... on dis valentine's day... i juz want 2 spend my day... reading a story book... called Kasih Tercipta... written by Nasha... n it has about me... n my bf... after recess.. i received rose... a vv nice 1... it was given 2 me... by sum1... unexpected... it was sooo sweet of him... so... dats all wat i get 4 valentine's day... wishes were few... but... dats ok...i... n my fren... celebrated it 2gether... eating a cake... lolx...when i gt back... i checked my ms... hoping 2 get sth... well.. i did... juz a short comment 4 valentines day... nt much... well... it juz... didnt surprise me at all... it wasnt wat i hoped 4... but... who m i 2 ask 4 more... i shud b thankful enuf... i gt sum1... 2 celebrate valentine's day wit... haih... well... wat else can i say bout 2day?? received an unexpected msg... from sum1... who wished me... i dunno... him/her... but... lantak la... 2 end up da day 2day... i wanna sleep early... i wanna... finish my hw faster... coz.... im hoping... da day will end... sooner... n let 2moro b... juz a normal day...

Hey there! muz welcome me back yeah!!!

hey... how long has it been?? more than 1 week i supposed? hmm.. alot has been happening.... from da time i met 5 most annoying ppl on d earth... who can make Pn Saras looks lyk a gud lady(i still dun get it y u all hate her sooo much... she is kinda ok sumtimes...) till i woke up from my sleep... n receive a msg gud bye my luv... hey! isnt dat wat i called my bf?? haih... ermm... so... where shud i start? lets begin with the hols... ermm... da hols started on 6th rite? da day b4 dat... i was having a vv bad fever... so... i slept... from 3-4.10... n then... 6-8(missed my prayer... lolx... i owayz do dat) n then... 8.30-10... n 10.10-9.30 da next day... i kinda slept for about 3/4 of da day...(poor izat... having 2 chat alone...) then... on wednesday... my dad got a kinda new car... its nt his car... juz a replacement... i wasnt excited... bt.. i smiled juz 2 show dat im happy... i mean lyk... its juz a bmw car.. nits nt even his... wait till its his car... i bet i'll smile alot.... then... thursday... i went back 2 ipoh... well.. v didnt make it 2 ipoh oso... my mum juz drive till slim river... n when she heard in da radio dat there's a massive traffic jam... she turned back... n then... friday... stayed at home...my hubby sms me... in da morning... bt... it was a bit diff... nasha came over... v had a blast! my hubby on9dat nite... his ym oso... so... v chat...(i noe it doesnt mean anything... but 2 me... it means alot!) n i kinda miss him... not kinda... i really do! then... i slept l8... dun care la... saturday... woke up l8... celebrate my mum's bday... went out 2 midvalley... actually... nasha was supposed 2 follow us... but.. she was shy... ermm... 1st stop! da focus point... fix my sunglasses... bought contact lenses... oh yeah... it turned out... my eyes power is 75 n 100... bt... i still can c clearly... erm... 4 da next 30 dayz... im wearing amethyst contact lenses... its nice u noe... then... shop in mph... bought a tatabahasa book... a darren shan book(i luv it!)... 2 karangan book... an essay book... and the dr jeckyll n mr hyde book... (i dunno y i muz tell u all da books i bought...) then... celebrate da bday... in all stars cafe... went 2 usj... 2 buy tapai... 4 my grandpa n my dad... went 2 my grandparents hse... spent 2 hours watching a tamil movie... or mayb a hindi movie... i dunno... i juz teman my grandma... n i ended up sleeping... coz... i was exhausted... dat nite... dine in a restaurant... my dad gav me 50... n asked me 2 pay... da foods cost oni 20... so... da balance... is 4 me 2 keep.. yippeee!! hehe... da next day... erm... went out... da whole day oso... 1st... looked 4 a new laptop... n then... violin... oh... i didnt buy da laptop... but... i bought a new violin... then.. go 2 brothers... my mum wanna buy da gps 4 her new car... hmm... 2day... i woke up late... due 2 da last day of skool hols... do hw... n then... watch tv... on9... my bf was in skool... so... kinda boring... eat... n then... dunno la... i slept bout 30 minutes.... well... dats wat i did...soo far... so... where is da romance?? where's da pressure??? where's da stupid rumours??? where's da things dat "duh..!" erm... ok... a guy confessed dat he loved me... last friday nite... n my reply was.... "do u noe dat i hav a bf? if so... y dun u find another gal..." da next day... a fren from far... confessed oso... n my reply was... "sry... i blong 2 me... n u waited 4 almost a year... its nth compare 2 2 years..." n da same person... who evyday said dat i hurted him by saying im still in luv wit my bf... puhleezzz! u ask me... i'll answer... n im telling u da truth... I LUV HIM! so.. wat else?? erm... sum1 added me... im nt gonna tell where... mayb... msn... mayb... ym...mayb... ms.. mayb frenster... bt... im juz saying... who will 4gets him? if there's his anti group... i'll join! well... juz 2 tell u all... im nt feeling lyk going out 2moro... mayb i will... juz 2 buy cakes 4 valentine's day... n fotostat sth 4 science n kh..n then... i wanna stay in skool... n sleep... im starting 2 miss my bed... haih...so... nw... lets talk bout my bf pulak... im still in luv with him(lolx... isnt dat obvious)... i miss him... n i cant wait 4 dis sunday! n mayb... dis thursday... i mean lyk... its juz a valentine's day... mayb he'll call... mayb he'll on9... bt... most probably... i'll b celebrating wit my frenz... so... its juz a normal day... haha... oh gosh! muz start sending presents liao! bt... i still run out of 1 thing... i dunno wat... hmmm... mayb... i'll send it after valentine's day la.. no time 2 shop nw... erm... better stop crapping nw... so... bye y'all!

hurt?? yeah!! my heart n my leg!!

ermmm... i hate my life soooo much!!! actually... its not dat sucks... n i ought 2 b happy... but... my leg... its killing me... haih... well... lets continue from.... tuesday... ermmm... i stayed back... y??? i cant rmb la... there wasnt any koko... since futsal was canceled... mayb... i was there doin my hw... n then... whn i was doin my hw... i lie down... since... vvv mafan la da tables... n i can lie down under da fan... a few f1 boys tegur me... bt... i juz wat dunno... coz... its my right wat... i wasnt doin anything bad... i was fully covered... mayb... they can c my hand... my neck n my face... but... other than dat... nth else... continue 2 sms dat f4 guy... then... da next day... gt wushu meeting... n sum1 tegur me n asked me 2 get out of da club... coz... they say im a poor student... n wat i dun understand is... da person who tegur me... didnt pass his lvl 1 test oso... soo swt la... nvr... cermin diri oso... n dat nite.. da guy said... dat he will wait 4 me... but... he found out a gal... who's my sis... likes him... n he wanna b fren wit her... i tot i wanna introduce her 2 him... n hopefully... he'll get over me... bt... i failed... n i write 2 him a letter stating dat i luv my bf... haih.. i gav him da letter da next day... hoping dat... he'll change... bt..... i failed... again... haih... n then... he said he wanna c me... n i was hoping... a miracle wud happen... bt.. no.... haih... dat afternoon.. i called my fren... n asked him... wat did my bf said... n he replied... he didnt c my bf yet... during da sukantara.... i gt... 100 n 250 m run... which i scored 2nd place... all of my fren was soo shocked... n congrats me... lols... n i felt biasa oni... maybe.... it was my luck... oh yeah... when i wanna run... he wished me gud luck... n i juz smile oni.. my daddy(LK)... helped me alot lerh... hehe.... n Farah oso... n all my frenz ah... thx y'all... luv u lots..!! when masa balik.. i gt 1 hour... since i tumpang my fren... so... i chatted wit him at da stairs... when (s) sit down there... i was sooooo happy.... coz... i dun lyk 2 chat wit him alone... i feel akward... n then.... when... nasah came n chat wit me... i was a bit glad... then... da next day... nth much happened... bt.... there's alot of things 2 b catch up wit da sesi ptg's rumours... no1... prostitute in peralihan?!?! lolx... n 2nd... ermm... D's sis lyk Aizat... 3rd... Aizat cpl wit Alesya... 4th... ermmm... 2 galz... most hated rite nw i guess... haih... n then... my mum read my msg's!!! its sooooo unfair u noe!!! well... in da afternoon.... i cut my hair... vv weird la... haih... 2day.... ermmm... gt da picnic... thx god... sum1 didnt come... bt... i was hoping he wud come... coz... i nid 2 clear things up wit him... well.. it started with a poco poco dance... which is quite nice... n then... there's games.. v kinda cheated actuallly... well... who cares??! then.. there's da clown activity... i danced da "if u happy and u noe it.. u clap ur hand..." song... n hokey pokey... erm... his mum... kinda grabbed my hand... which was quite surprising... n then... there's dis las ketchup dance... hehe... i acted lyk a 5 year old gurl... haih... vv malu la... haha... n then... there's lunch.. n water games... n ermm... durin lunch... i saw his bro.. n i said 2 him.. 2 send my regard 2 his bro... which he replied... "kirim salam je?"... swt... came back... nth much... haih... bt... my leg... hurts again!!!! i cried.... n cry u noe... sobz... haih... well... gtg now... wish 2 c y'all in my next blog post... bye!

U can be my no1 fan... bt... im his no1 fan...

well... when its all been said and done... i hav 2 say... i m his no1 fan... who?? sum1 lorh... i wanna tell him hw much i love him... n hw much i care 4 him... but.. its impossible... well... dear my blog readers.... let me tell u alll about my journey dis week... haih... monday... received a msg.... saying his fren told him dat v break up liao... n... i forced myself 2 skool 4 sukan... although i dun1 coz... gt lompat jauh... bt... atleast i can share wit him my prob... thx 4 letting me out... i feel caged when i couldnt cry.. n ur advice... bout it... sry... i cant follow... coz... he is vv special 2 me... n i luv him so... continue..... when after lompat jauh... i saw dis f4 guy... i noe he couldnt take his eyes of me... when i sit wit dayu.... when i run... when... i jump... n when i was watching da rumah kuning do lompat jauh.... sudd his turn... i dunno y... bt... he stopped infront of me... lolx... mayb... 2 perasan ad... then... he smiled at me when i was looking at sum1 else...(his turn 2 perasan plak... haha...) so... i smiled back... dat nite... i termsg him... n he said... he top up... as soon as he gt my msg... hw can ivan's name n his name... sooo near 1?? sooo unfair!!! then... continue 2 chat lorh... he said he is my no1 fan.. bt i told him.... i gt a bf ad.... n i luv my bf sooo much... no1 can compete my bf.... da next day msg again... bt.. v oni talk bout Fi3... n... sarah n nasha... i kinda dislike it... coz... i dunno... n 2day oso.... bt... after alll dis while... my bf's pic... is still my wallpaper... his song.... is still da last song i'll hear b4 i go 2 sleep... n da 1st song i hear when i woke up... no1 can replace him.... i noe dat... deep down in my heart... valentine's day coming up.... so... no more sadness 4 us ok guys??? i 1 u all 2 b happy owayz... n mayb.... MAYB.... i'll bake a cake 4 u all... juz 4 valentine's day... dat's da least i can do 4 dis year... well... 4gotten 2 tell u all.. my work as a prefect is getting harder each day... during recess.. quite ez la... coz... i gt a trick on hw 2 jot down their names... hehe... bt during perhimpunan n jaga class... u c.... my prob is dis... i... scolded da students 4 talking... n yet im talking 2 hidayu... when da pelajar tegur us... i keep quiet... bt... she didnt realise... so... she keep on talking... haih... n in class pulak... nicholas.... masuk... there goes da class... alll bising... THX 2 HIM... i ask da students 2 tegur them... so dat they will feel ashamed... n i think... he is getting on my nerve.... haih... well... dis is all i can write... gt a tuition l8r... so... bye y'all...

Malam Gemilang E-Dynium...

Uhuh... Well... slept quite late last nite... since i reched home around 12... huhu... da dinner last nite was fantastic... i guess.. btanyway.. thx 2 Uncle Yusri, Aunty Madiah, Tok Su(both), Ellisa, Ain, Uncle Cun... n those i dunno their name... but I noe them.. I reached there around 8 sth... n found a table n such... da dinner was hosted by AC Mizal... there's a couple of artiste performed.... such as Mawi and... Andy... AC Mizal sang a 2 songs which r Pencinta Wanita and Dealova... da food was ok... Well... basically... evything was fine... xcept dat... i wear a quite sexy dress... strapless... thx 2 my mum who said i shud wear baju kurung... n evy1 there was wearing baju kurung... haih... and da shoes.... it's hurting me... poor my 2 "lovely" legs.... last friday... merentas desa... now.... a high heel shoes?? gosh... note 2 self.... stick 2 lovely shoes witout heels... n nvr wear them unless... vvvvvvvv important! When going back... my dad told me.. dat i gt another dinner 2nite.. gosh... nw my parents r my manager... they're da ones who'll arrage my social event calendar... hehe... well... dats all bout da malam gemilang 4 dis year...

Im... confused...

It broke my heart 2 noe dat... he doesnt really care bout me... i dunno wat makes me think lyk dat?? i juz hav dis vv bad feeling... i guess... mayb... da devils r around me... i dunno la.... im sooo confused rite now... last nite.. i went 2 bed crying... how stupid am i?? i promised him i wont cry anymore... bt... i cant stand it... n juz now... when i view his blog... i feel sad... i luv him sooo much...

Woah.... Merentas desa day?? amazing u noe...

huhu... 2day i woke up sooo many times lerh... ermmm... 1st at 2.30... hehe... 2nd at... 5.10... 3rd at 5.45.. then... 6.00... then... 6.15... n then... finally.... 6.30... 2day is da merentas desa day... i ran wit kah sim... n kamm... v were... kinda okok... hehe... when da warming up session... well... sum1 decided 2 join... last minute pulak 2... tension nye... n then... she said she wanna run wit us.. i, ks, n kamm... noe ad dat she sure will ditch us after half way.. unfortunately... she didnt.... she ditched us less than 10 minutes... nt even out of da skool compound oso... sooooo swt lerh... bt thx god... huhu... v cant stand listening 2 all her craps.. then... when it begins, me, ks n kamm... run 2gether... v wait 4 each other... if ks cant run... me n kamm will stop n wait 4 her... if kamm cant run... v'll wait 4 kamm... n if i cant run.. they'll wait 4 me... god!!! i luv them.... a lot!!! hehe.... then... less than quater of da race... v cut da gal... yipppeee!!! n then... when masuk da wawasan 2... v cut nasha... which i blieve made us top 40... n then... when almost reach da skool.. i felt lyk volmitting... n i cant run... my stomach hurts... n my mouth was lyk (well... u get wat i mean) n i reached skool.. ks gt number 28... congrats 2 her... kamm gt number 30... congrats 2 her 2...n i gt number 31... jumped alot la.. every year my stamina improve a lil bit... hehe... after dat... hangout at da front there... n then go 2 tapak perhimpunan... n then... wait till evything finish... while waiting 4 da result... i hav 2 hear bout dis gal bragging bout evything.... haih... soo teruk la... then gt cheer... at 1st things were ok... n then... sudd... gt dis gal... dunno wats her prob... complain alot... i dun lyk her style... i dun lyk her attitude n such... i hav 2 scold her at skool almost evy morning... if nt i pulak kena scoldings...haih... n then my stupid bro cari pasal... gosh... its juz nt rite la... hmm...

Get a life!

well... when u play da game of life, they'll ask u 2 get a life... n now... im asking u 2 get a life... stop asking me y m i mad at u n such... did u noe sumthing?!?! i wasnt mad at u... bt now i m... coz... when im not in da mood... i du lyk ppl talking 2 me!!! y cant u b lyk dayu??? sit there... quietly... n wait till im ok?!?!is it bcoz... since im moody... n u think u can cheer me up n make me fall 4 u... u wanna do dat??? no rite?!?! i noe dat in 1 million years oso i wun lyk u... n u can nvr make me lyk u... so... juz bcoz u nid a gf... juz 2 clear ur reputation which isnt really worth it in 3 years time.... u nid 2 play a gal's heart! get lost! i hate u sooo much!!!!!! u think galz r wat?? ur toys?? find ur football la... stupid! n u annoyed me by keep asking me... "aina... y did i do la... plz 4give me... tell me wat i've done... its better 2 say now"...

Bad Day

URRRRRGGGHHHHH!!! Geramnya... I hate 2day soooo much!!! y?? dis morning was okok la... uz dat i was a bit geram wit sum1... since when i cpl wit him oso i dunno... simply call me sayang... haih... then when going down 4 recess... L tegur me... he doesnt noe ah dat i dun1 2 talk 2 him coz his gf was there... HUH!! then... when recess started... Rudrra pulak cari pasal... x bertugas... of coz la i was angry... i scolded him lorh... n he juz wat dunno oni... when i asked a gal 2 throw away da rubbish... she juz ignored me... n then sudd a guy came 2 me n scolded me coz i dunno chinese... plz la... im not a banana... no use i study chinese k... im a malay gal n if i dunno chinese, its NOTHING IMPORTANT N NONE OF HIS BUSINESS!!! he asked me 2 balik rumah... no nid 2 come 2 skool juz bcoz i dunno chinese... I TAKE AGAMA CLASS... N NOT CHINESE.... ITS A KEBANGSAAN SKOOL... N NOT A SMKJC SKOOL... SO WAT WAS HIS PROB??? dunno la... when masuk class... i told Lik Hau, he juz ignore me... i hate it u noe... when masa balik... Rudrra apologize... which was a vv bad time... n then... Jesroshan tegur me.. which is lagi stupid since i dun even wanna talk 2 any1... thx god... gt Nic n Oscar n Hidayu... if nt... dunno la wat will happen... y cant any1 understand dat when im moody...i prefer 2 keep things 2 myself... n dun talk 2 any1... even if i 1 2... i'll talk 2 my hubby or Hidayu.... coz... they're d oni 1 who will understand me... y is it when im moody... it will affect da whole entire universe of my frenz??? cant they juz think " Aina is moody... mayb coz of me... bt if it's bcoz of me... she wud hav scolded me... n she didnt... she juz reply... but short... so mayb she doesnt wanna talk much... lets juz leaveher alone... by talking 2 her more... things will gt worse..." if sum ppl wud do dat... i bet... my life can b sooo gud... n i'll recover fast... i noe u all care about me... n it touched my heart juz 2 noe how much u all wry bout me... bt... sumtimes... i nid 2 b alone... well... talking bout evy1... sum1 baked a cookie 2day... it was ok... juz dat y whenever i bake or cook sumthing... she oso will do?? if she's tying 2 compete wit me... im in no mood of competing...i juz 1 2 do sumthing which i can share wit evy1... i dun lyk 2 parade around n say... oh i can bake cokkie... haih... sooo hypocrite... i think i juz nid my hubby by my side... well... i guess its a test i muz face... bt... my fwen told me dat he doesnt care bout me ad... soooo sad lerh... mayb... its juz a misunderstanding... dunno la... he nvr on9 nowdays... dunno y... mayb... bz... gosh!! there's alot of mayb... Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku... Kau berikanlah Aku ketabahan utk menempuhi segala dugaanmu... Amin...

Sunway??? Yippeee!!!

Wah... sooo tired lerh... bt still gt time 2 update my blog... its a compulsory... i 1 my frenz.... n most important... my hubby... 2 noe... all da fun stuff i do... woke up at 6.30... on9 for a while... posted a post... look blow k... the... read book until tertido...haha...then 8.30 terjaga... sum1 woke me up... by smsing me... lolx... bath... mkn n such... my aunt dtg... told her bout da cookies... n hidayu came... n v go 2 sunway 2gether... da rides were fun... vv fun actually... n i tried sooo many things dat i noe... i dun dare 2 try...bt... i tried it anyway... i was soooo wet dat i cant hardly wait 4 da wet park... after finished eating... v moved on 2 da wetpark... soooo nice lerh...while v were swimming along da manmade river, v met sum chinese guy who kept bully us.... sooo swt rite... huhu... nvm... i did kenakan them back.... haha... n then... v went 2 play at dat huuuugggggggeeee pool... there's wave @ dat time... soo... quite nice la... n v met da guy who kacau us... haha... he said im quite tall... n then he asked me 2 teach him how 2 swim... lolx... he reminded me of sum1... coz... dat person said da same thing 2 me oso... haih... lets move on.... v tried sum of da slides... hav i eva told u how much i hate da water slide... coz... its vv scary... so... hidayu forced me 2 go... v went up more than 6 times... until da lifeguard recognised us... haha...sooo swt rite?? n then v went 4 da carpet racing.... it was superb!!!i think sum1 kinda lyk hidayu... he is sooo sweet 2 her... n hidayu keep on askingme 2 teman her go 2 da water slide... coz she wanna c him... soo sweet... when wanna blk rumah... sumthing bad happened... i lost da wristband... n they wanna charge me rm50!!! siao ah... luckily da cashier didnt notice... so..i juz wat donno oni... i wish my hubby was there... i really do miss him... bt... wat 2 do... things will b better... i hope... n i noe it will... well... i better pen-off nw... nid 2 finish up my bm hw... bsides... im vv sleepy la...

My dream...

Last nite... as in 2-3 hours ago..i had a dream... wat was it about???well... i had 2 go 2 a new tuition centre... its in USJ... n ur parents sent u there oso... n then... evything went out fine... day i open ur myspace... all my comments disappear.... i guess.. u deleted them liao.. haih... n i went 2 ur skool... 4 a math's comp... quite... okok la...haha... it kinda "mengubati kerinduan..." cheh wah... sooo skema... haha..

True Love Kiss.... Muaaahhhxxx.....

When you meet this someone
who is meant for you
Before two can become one
there's something you must do
Do you pull eachother's tails?
Do you feed eachother seeds?
No, There is something sweeter everybody needs.

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince, I'm hoping, comes with this
That's what brings ever-aftering so happy
That's the reason we need lips so much
For lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

She's been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince, she's hoping, comes with this
That's what springs ever-afterings so happy
That's the reason we need lips so much
For lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were madeto finish your duet
And in years to come we'll reminisce
How we came to love
And grew and grew love
Since first we knew love through True Love's Kiss...

I blieve.... my prince is u... hehe... well... 2day da lion dance was ok... n... KY n CP bully me lerh... sooo unfair... Juz now... i ponteng QM coz I went 4 ceramah... N i wore tudung... vv malu when i n dayu go 2 canteen lerh... dah la ponteng QM, summore sudd wear 2dung... HL look at me lyk vv weird oni... haih... then... lepak wit Kak Afifah... i juz rmb.. she's from my primary skool... n azizul told me dat his cuzin is in SS9 skool... n he noes my hubby... sooo swt rite? hehe... then spend quite sumtimes smsing him... he isnt as bad as dayu told me... lolx.... i asked bout my hubby n arina...he said they quite padan 2gether... sooooooo swt!!!! huh!! nvm... patience does payoff... well.. now muz sleep liao... 2moro wanna go Sunway!!! wit??? Dayu... dun wry sayang... i wont go out dating la... even if i do... its either a gal or sum1 u noe... u'll owayz b in my heart k...

Dear Hubby

2day was vv lonely... well... nowdays my life is vv lonely... i hav 2 go wit wat Hidayu said... dun laugh owayz coz in the end, u'll b sad... so... now... i limit my laughter... so dat.... when im happy... it'll b when im wit u...

Huhuhu!!!

Sobz lerh.... soo many things happened 2 me dis week... vv sad la... da day b4 anniversary... he didnt call... mayb he was tired... dunno la... da next day he kena marah... me 2... sobz... ermm... da next day... i feel emotionless... im not happy... (which make me cant smile sincerely... sry yeah...) im not sad...(which made me cant cry n let out evything i kept) n im not angry(which make mecant do my duty... sobz..) seriously i had no mood on dat day... talk wit CJ oso i dun think i listened 2 him... n then... no mood 2 eat... surprisingly... my parents didnt scold me 4 more than 20 minutes... great news... bt... i wonder how he's doing la.. haih.. gosh... i rmb when he told me dat he's gonna giv me loads of challenges... n i shudnt stop luving him... n i wont... if i would... i'll tell him dat i disagree... bout wat??dun ask.. a secret between 2 lover... huhuhu... I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!! Plz 4give me ya..

HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eiiiiiiiii!!!! i hate dat gal soooo much!!!! think she soooo pretty ah???(well... she is ... a bit la...) simply scold me 4 nth... 2day ah... gt 1 gal ah... came 2 me n asked me y i tie my hair lyk dat??? trying 2 act cute izzit??? think can impress her bf izzit??? fish her la... i wont lyk her bf....sooo memalukan 2 go out wit... owayz kena marah... sooo skinny summore.... n then ah... sooo tall... vv ugly.... nvr care bout da gf's feelings oso... huh!! n the she complained 2 her bf... i bully her pulak... stupid gal... haih.... spoil my day...

New year!!!

Happy blated new year.... yippee... now can on9 ad... muahaha... so... erm... 2moro is ML's bday... wanna dedicate 2 her a bday wish.... happy bday my dear fwen... wish u happy owayz k... btw... 2day skool sooo tiring... summore gt soo many hw... dunno when can do... bt.... 2nite ah... i can stay up.... hubby muz call me 2nite worh... hehe..