I luv u.. i really do.. n owayz do..

yay!! after 2 weeks... of silence... he finally texted me... i was quite shocked... bt i came clean... told him... confessed evything... luckily.. he 4given me.. i tot.. when he din contact me 4 2 weeks... v gonna break up soon... luckily... no... thx god! coz im sooo in luv wit him...well.. it started wit da surprise cake.. which i tot didnt go on well... coz.. dat time.. he... didnt care bout me... nt didnt care la.. juz bz.. so... i tot he doesnt lyk it... then... i scolded him.. coz.. he was away... soo... i told him... is he bz wit all his works until he has no time 4 me.. n mayb... he 4gotten all about me... i was sooo sad... n confused... i wanted 2 break up... coz... i tot he doest luv me anymore.. bt.. wat if he does?? shoo... i asked him.. if he still luvs me.. n he said he does.. which means... a bright new day 4 me.... a happy 1... wit real happiness... nt juz... da type of day when i wake up.. i say... i'll b strong.. i wont cry... i dun nid any1... i juz nid myself... n eventhough hw hard i tried... i cant help myself... bt 2 cry... sad isnt it?? after dat... i told him... da truth.. wat i did bhind his back... n i tot he wud kill me.. luckily he didnt... 1 more reason 4 me 2 luv him.. hehe...n when its time 2 bid gudbye... he said sth sooo sweet... i really miss him y'know... i luv him sooo much n miss him even more... i hope... v can last 4eva... n hopefully... things will b better... i can c him.. as often as i 1 2... n such... 2 b honest... im still d old me... i cant help bt 2 owayz feel jealous.. let it b his frenz... cousins n such.. i dunno wat 2 do... anyway... keep it 2 myself... n when i cant stand it.. i'll tell him.. wat i dun lyk... rite.. nw... its juz my fault.. hehe...im nt being a gud gal... a gud gf... n such... bt.. dats da truth... who can lie bout da truth.. well.. gtg... bye... n take care