Bad Day

URRRRRGGGHHHHH!!! Geramnya... I hate 2day soooo much!!! y?? dis morning was okok la... uz dat i was a bit geram wit sum1... since when i cpl wit him oso i dunno... simply call me sayang... haih... then when going down 4 recess... L tegur me... he doesnt noe ah dat i dun1 2 talk 2 him coz his gf was there... HUH!! then... when recess started... Rudrra pulak cari pasal... x bertugas... of coz la i was angry... i scolded him lorh... n he juz wat dunno oni... when i asked a gal 2 throw away da rubbish... she juz ignored me... n then sudd a guy came 2 me n scolded me coz i dunno chinese... plz la... im not a banana... no use i study chinese k... im a malay gal n if i dunno chinese, its NOTHING IMPORTANT N NONE OF HIS BUSINESS!!! he asked me 2 balik rumah... no nid 2 come 2 skool juz bcoz i dunno chinese... I TAKE AGAMA CLASS... N NOT CHINESE.... ITS A KEBANGSAAN SKOOL... N NOT A SMKJC SKOOL... SO WAT WAS HIS PROB??? dunno la... when masuk class... i told Lik Hau, he juz ignore me... i hate it u noe... when masa balik... Rudrra apologize... which was a vv bad time... n then... Jesroshan tegur me.. which is lagi stupid since i dun even wanna talk 2 any1... thx god... gt Nic n Oscar n Hidayu... if nt... dunno la wat will happen... y cant any1 understand dat when im moody...i prefer 2 keep things 2 myself... n dun talk 2 any1... even if i 1 2... i'll talk 2 my hubby or Hidayu.... coz... they're d oni 1 who will understand me... y is it when im moody... it will affect da whole entire universe of my frenz??? cant they juz think " Aina is moody... mayb coz of me... bt if it's bcoz of me... she wud hav scolded me... n she didnt... she juz reply... but short... so mayb she doesnt wanna talk much... lets juz leaveher alone... by talking 2 her more... things will gt worse..." if sum ppl wud do dat... i bet... my life can b sooo gud... n i'll recover fast... i noe u all care about me... n it touched my heart juz 2 noe how much u all wry bout me... bt... sumtimes... i nid 2 b alone... well... talking bout evy1... sum1 baked a cookie 2day... it was ok... juz dat y whenever i bake or cook sumthing... she oso will do?? if she's tying 2 compete wit me... im in no mood of competing...i juz 1 2 do sumthing which i can share wit evy1... i dun lyk 2 parade around n say... oh i can bake cokkie... haih... sooo hypocrite... i think i juz nid my hubby by my side... well... i guess its a test i muz face... bt... my fwen told me dat he doesnt care bout me ad... soooo sad lerh... mayb... its juz a misunderstanding... dunno la... he nvr on9 nowdays... dunno y... mayb... bz... gosh!! there's alot of mayb... Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku... Kau berikanlah Aku ketabahan utk menempuhi segala dugaanmu... Amin...