U can be my no1 fan... bt... im his no1 fan...

well... when its all been said and done... i hav 2 say... i m his no1 fan... who?? sum1 lorh... i wanna tell him hw much i love him... n hw much i care 4 him... but.. its impossible... well... dear my blog readers.... let me tell u alll about my journey dis week... haih... monday... received a msg.... saying his fren told him dat v break up liao... n... i forced myself 2 skool 4 sukan... although i dun1 coz... gt lompat jauh... bt... atleast i can share wit him my prob... thx 4 letting me out... i feel caged when i couldnt cry.. n ur advice... bout it... sry... i cant follow... coz... he is vv special 2 me... n i luv him so... continue..... when after lompat jauh... i saw dis f4 guy... i noe he couldnt take his eyes of me... when i sit wit dayu.... when i run... when... i jump... n when i was watching da rumah kuning do lompat jauh.... sudd his turn... i dunno y... bt... he stopped infront of me... lolx... mayb... 2 perasan ad... then... he smiled at me when i was looking at sum1 else...(his turn 2 perasan plak... haha...) so... i smiled back... dat nite... i termsg him... n he said... he top up... as soon as he gt my msg... hw can ivan's name n his name... sooo near 1?? sooo unfair!!! then... continue 2 chat lorh... he said he is my no1 fan.. bt i told him.... i gt a bf ad.... n i luv my bf sooo much... no1 can compete my bf.... da next day msg again... bt.. v oni talk bout Fi3... n... sarah n nasha... i kinda dislike it... coz... i dunno... n 2day oso.... bt... after alll dis while... my bf's pic... is still my wallpaper... his song.... is still da last song i'll hear b4 i go 2 sleep... n da 1st song i hear when i woke up... no1 can replace him.... i noe dat... deep down in my heart... valentine's day coming up.... so... no more sadness 4 us ok guys??? i 1 u all 2 b happy owayz... n mayb.... MAYB.... i'll bake a cake 4 u all... juz 4 valentine's day... dat's da least i can do 4 dis year... well... 4gotten 2 tell u all.. my work as a prefect is getting harder each day... during recess.. quite ez la... coz... i gt a trick on hw 2 jot down their names... hehe... bt during perhimpunan n jaga class... u c.... my prob is dis... i... scolded da students 4 talking... n yet im talking 2 hidayu... when da pelajar tegur us... i keep quiet... bt... she didnt realise... so... she keep on talking... haih... n in class pulak... nicholas.... masuk... there goes da class... alll bising... THX 2 HIM... i ask da students 2 tegur them... so dat they will feel ashamed... n i think... he is getting on my nerve.... haih... well... dis is all i can write... gt a tuition l8r... so... bye y'all...

Malam Gemilang E-Dynium...

Uhuh... Well... slept quite late last nite... since i reched home around 12... huhu... da dinner last nite was fantastic... i guess.. btanyway.. thx 2 Uncle Yusri, Aunty Madiah, Tok Su(both), Ellisa, Ain, Uncle Cun... n those i dunno their name... but I noe them.. I reached there around 8 sth... n found a table n such... da dinner was hosted by AC Mizal... there's a couple of artiste performed.... such as Mawi and... Andy... AC Mizal sang a 2 songs which r Pencinta Wanita and Dealova... da food was ok... Well... basically... evything was fine... xcept dat... i wear a quite sexy dress... strapless... thx 2 my mum who said i shud wear baju kurung... n evy1 there was wearing baju kurung... haih... and da shoes.... it's hurting me... poor my 2 "lovely" legs.... last friday... merentas desa... now.... a high heel shoes?? gosh... note 2 self.... stick 2 lovely shoes witout heels... n nvr wear them unless... vvvvvvvv important! When going back... my dad told me.. dat i gt another dinner 2nite.. gosh... nw my parents r my manager... they're da ones who'll arrage my social event calendar... hehe... well... dats all bout da malam gemilang 4 dis year...

Im... confused...

It broke my heart 2 noe dat... he doesnt really care bout me... i dunno wat makes me think lyk dat?? i juz hav dis vv bad feeling... i guess... mayb... da devils r around me... i dunno la.... im sooo confused rite now... last nite.. i went 2 bed crying... how stupid am i?? i promised him i wont cry anymore... bt... i cant stand it... n juz now... when i view his blog... i feel sad... i luv him sooo much...

Woah.... Merentas desa day?? amazing u noe...

huhu... 2day i woke up sooo many times lerh... ermmm... 1st at 2.30... hehe... 2nd at... 5.10... 3rd at 5.45.. then... 6.00... then... 6.15... n then... finally.... 6.30... 2day is da merentas desa day... i ran wit kah sim... n kamm... v were... kinda okok... hehe... when da warming up session... well... sum1 decided 2 join... last minute pulak 2... tension nye... n then... she said she wanna run wit us.. i, ks, n kamm... noe ad dat she sure will ditch us after half way.. unfortunately... she didnt.... she ditched us less than 10 minutes... nt even out of da skool compound oso... sooooo swt lerh... bt thx god... huhu... v cant stand listening 2 all her craps.. then... when it begins, me, ks n kamm... run 2gether... v wait 4 each other... if ks cant run... me n kamm will stop n wait 4 her... if kamm cant run... v'll wait 4 kamm... n if i cant run.. they'll wait 4 me... god!!! i luv them.... a lot!!! hehe.... then... less than quater of da race... v cut da gal... yipppeee!!! n then... when masuk da wawasan 2... v cut nasha... which i blieve made us top 40... n then... when almost reach da skool.. i felt lyk volmitting... n i cant run... my stomach hurts... n my mouth was lyk (well... u get wat i mean) n i reached skool.. ks gt number 28... congrats 2 her... kamm gt number 30... congrats 2 her 2...n i gt number 31... jumped alot la.. every year my stamina improve a lil bit... hehe... after dat... hangout at da front there... n then go 2 tapak perhimpunan... n then... wait till evything finish... while waiting 4 da result... i hav 2 hear bout dis gal bragging bout evything.... haih... soo teruk la... then gt cheer... at 1st things were ok... n then... sudd... gt dis gal... dunno wats her prob... complain alot... i dun lyk her style... i dun lyk her attitude n such... i hav 2 scold her at skool almost evy morning... if nt i pulak kena scoldings...haih... n then my stupid bro cari pasal... gosh... its juz nt rite la... hmm...

Get a life!

well... when u play da game of life, they'll ask u 2 get a life... n now... im asking u 2 get a life... stop asking me y m i mad at u n such... did u noe sumthing?!?! i wasnt mad at u... bt now i m... coz... when im not in da mood... i du lyk ppl talking 2 me!!! y cant u b lyk dayu??? sit there... quietly... n wait till im ok?!?!is it bcoz... since im moody... n u think u can cheer me up n make me fall 4 u... u wanna do dat??? no rite?!?! i noe dat in 1 million years oso i wun lyk u... n u can nvr make me lyk u... so... juz bcoz u nid a gf... juz 2 clear ur reputation which isnt really worth it in 3 years time.... u nid 2 play a gal's heart! get lost! i hate u sooo much!!!!!! u think galz r wat?? ur toys?? find ur football la... stupid! n u annoyed me by keep asking me... "aina... y did i do la... plz 4give me... tell me wat i've done... its better 2 say now"...

Bad Day

URRRRRGGGHHHHH!!! Geramnya... I hate 2day soooo much!!! y?? dis morning was okok la... uz dat i was a bit geram wit sum1... since when i cpl wit him oso i dunno... simply call me sayang... haih... then when going down 4 recess... L tegur me... he doesnt noe ah dat i dun1 2 talk 2 him coz his gf was there... HUH!! then... when recess started... Rudrra pulak cari pasal... x bertugas... of coz la i was angry... i scolded him lorh... n he juz wat dunno oni... when i asked a gal 2 throw away da rubbish... she juz ignored me... n then sudd a guy came 2 me n scolded me coz i dunno chinese... plz la... im not a banana... no use i study chinese k... im a malay gal n if i dunno chinese, its NOTHING IMPORTANT N NONE OF HIS BUSINESS!!! he asked me 2 balik rumah... no nid 2 come 2 skool juz bcoz i dunno chinese... I TAKE AGAMA CLASS... N NOT CHINESE.... ITS A KEBANGSAAN SKOOL... N NOT A SMKJC SKOOL... SO WAT WAS HIS PROB??? dunno la... when masuk class... i told Lik Hau, he juz ignore me... i hate it u noe... when masa balik... Rudrra apologize... which was a vv bad time... n then... Jesroshan tegur me.. which is lagi stupid since i dun even wanna talk 2 any1... thx god... gt Nic n Oscar n Hidayu... if nt... dunno la wat will happen... y cant any1 understand dat when im moody...i prefer 2 keep things 2 myself... n dun talk 2 any1... even if i 1 2... i'll talk 2 my hubby or Hidayu.... coz... they're d oni 1 who will understand me... y is it when im moody... it will affect da whole entire universe of my frenz??? cant they juz think " Aina is moody... mayb coz of me... bt if it's bcoz of me... she wud hav scolded me... n she didnt... she juz reply... but short... so mayb she doesnt wanna talk much... lets juz leaveher alone... by talking 2 her more... things will gt worse..." if sum ppl wud do dat... i bet... my life can b sooo gud... n i'll recover fast... i noe u all care about me... n it touched my heart juz 2 noe how much u all wry bout me... bt... sumtimes... i nid 2 b alone... well... talking bout evy1... sum1 baked a cookie 2day... it was ok... juz dat y whenever i bake or cook sumthing... she oso will do?? if she's tying 2 compete wit me... im in no mood of competing...i juz 1 2 do sumthing which i can share wit evy1... i dun lyk 2 parade around n say... oh i can bake cokkie... haih... sooo hypocrite... i think i juz nid my hubby by my side... well... i guess its a test i muz face... bt... my fwen told me dat he doesnt care bout me ad... soooo sad lerh... mayb... its juz a misunderstanding... dunno la... he nvr on9 nowdays... dunno y... mayb... bz... gosh!! there's alot of mayb... Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku... Kau berikanlah Aku ketabahan utk menempuhi segala dugaanmu... Amin...

Sunway??? Yippeee!!!

Wah... sooo tired lerh... bt still gt time 2 update my blog... its a compulsory... i 1 my frenz.... n most important... my hubby... 2 noe... all da fun stuff i do... woke up at 6.30... on9 for a while... posted a post... look blow k... the... read book until tertido...haha...then 8.30 terjaga... sum1 woke me up... by smsing me... lolx... bath... mkn n such... my aunt dtg... told her bout da cookies... n hidayu came... n v go 2 sunway 2gether... da rides were fun... vv fun actually... n i tried sooo many things dat i noe... i dun dare 2 try...bt... i tried it anyway... i was soooo wet dat i cant hardly wait 4 da wet park... after finished eating... v moved on 2 da wetpark... soooo nice lerh...while v were swimming along da manmade river, v met sum chinese guy who kept bully us.... sooo swt rite... huhu... nvm... i did kenakan them back.... haha... n then... v went 2 play at dat huuuugggggggeeee pool... there's wave @ dat time... soo... quite nice la... n v met da guy who kacau us... haha... he said im quite tall... n then he asked me 2 teach him how 2 swim... lolx... he reminded me of sum1... coz... dat person said da same thing 2 me oso... haih... lets move on.... v tried sum of da slides... hav i eva told u how much i hate da water slide... coz... its vv scary... so... hidayu forced me 2 go... v went up more than 6 times... until da lifeguard recognised us... haha...sooo swt rite?? n then v went 4 da carpet racing.... it was superb!!!i think sum1 kinda lyk hidayu... he is sooo sweet 2 her... n hidayu keep on askingme 2 teman her go 2 da water slide... coz she wanna c him... soo sweet... when wanna blk rumah... sumthing bad happened... i lost da wristband... n they wanna charge me rm50!!! siao ah... luckily da cashier didnt notice... so..i juz wat donno oni... i wish my hubby was there... i really do miss him... bt... wat 2 do... things will b better... i hope... n i noe it will... well... i better pen-off nw... nid 2 finish up my bm hw... bsides... im vv sleepy la...

My dream...

Last nite... as in 2-3 hours ago..i had a dream... wat was it about???well... i had 2 go 2 a new tuition centre... its in USJ... n ur parents sent u there oso... n then... evything went out fine... day i open ur myspace... all my comments disappear.... i guess.. u deleted them liao.. haih... n i went 2 ur skool... 4 a math's comp... quite... okok la...haha... it kinda "mengubati kerinduan..." cheh wah... sooo skema... haha..

True Love Kiss.... Muaaahhhxxx.....

When you meet this someone
who is meant for you
Before two can become one
there's something you must do
Do you pull eachother's tails?
Do you feed eachother seeds?
No, There is something sweeter everybody needs.

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince, I'm hoping, comes with this
That's what brings ever-aftering so happy
That's the reason we need lips so much
For lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

She's been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince, she's hoping, comes with this
That's what springs ever-afterings so happy
That's the reason we need lips so much
For lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were madeto finish your duet
And in years to come we'll reminisce
How we came to love
And grew and grew love
Since first we knew love through True Love's Kiss...

I blieve.... my prince is u... hehe... well... 2day da lion dance was ok... n... KY n CP bully me lerh... sooo unfair... Juz now... i ponteng QM coz I went 4 ceramah... N i wore tudung... vv malu when i n dayu go 2 canteen lerh... dah la ponteng QM, summore sudd wear 2dung... HL look at me lyk vv weird oni... haih... then... lepak wit Kak Afifah... i juz rmb.. she's from my primary skool... n azizul told me dat his cuzin is in SS9 skool... n he noes my hubby... sooo swt rite? hehe... then spend quite sumtimes smsing him... he isnt as bad as dayu told me... lolx.... i asked bout my hubby n arina...he said they quite padan 2gether... sooooooo swt!!!! huh!! nvm... patience does payoff... well.. now muz sleep liao... 2moro wanna go Sunway!!! wit??? Dayu... dun wry sayang... i wont go out dating la... even if i do... its either a gal or sum1 u noe... u'll owayz b in my heart k...

Dear Hubby

2day was vv lonely... well... nowdays my life is vv lonely... i hav 2 go wit wat Hidayu said... dun laugh owayz coz in the end, u'll b sad... so... now... i limit my laughter... so dat.... when im happy... it'll b when im wit u...

Huhuhu!!!

Sobz lerh.... soo many things happened 2 me dis week... vv sad la... da day b4 anniversary... he didnt call... mayb he was tired... dunno la... da next day he kena marah... me 2... sobz... ermm... da next day... i feel emotionless... im not happy... (which make me cant smile sincerely... sry yeah...) im not sad...(which made me cant cry n let out evything i kept) n im not angry(which make mecant do my duty... sobz..) seriously i had no mood on dat day... talk wit CJ oso i dun think i listened 2 him... n then... no mood 2 eat... surprisingly... my parents didnt scold me 4 more than 20 minutes... great news... bt... i wonder how he's doing la.. haih.. gosh... i rmb when he told me dat he's gonna giv me loads of challenges... n i shudnt stop luving him... n i wont... if i would... i'll tell him dat i disagree... bout wat??dun ask.. a secret between 2 lover... huhuhu... I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!! Plz 4give me ya..

HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eiiiiiiiii!!!! i hate dat gal soooo much!!!! think she soooo pretty ah???(well... she is ... a bit la...) simply scold me 4 nth... 2day ah... gt 1 gal ah... came 2 me n asked me y i tie my hair lyk dat??? trying 2 act cute izzit??? think can impress her bf izzit??? fish her la... i wont lyk her bf....sooo memalukan 2 go out wit... owayz kena marah... sooo skinny summore.... n then ah... sooo tall... vv ugly.... nvr care bout da gf's feelings oso... huh!! n the she complained 2 her bf... i bully her pulak... stupid gal... haih.... spoil my day...

New year!!!

Happy blated new year.... yippee... now can on9 ad... muahaha... so... erm... 2moro is ML's bday... wanna dedicate 2 her a bday wish.... happy bday my dear fwen... wish u happy owayz k... btw... 2day skool sooo tiring... summore gt soo many hw... dunno when can do... bt.... 2nite ah... i can stay up.... hubby muz call me 2nite worh... hehe..