A dream?? a hug is all i need...

last nite i dream... of 2 guys... ok... i giv them initials... their names both starts wit da letter h... so... h#1... n h#2... ok.. h2... is kinda soo mean n evil 2 me... he is da reason i cried in my luvly dream(well.. it supposed 2 b luvly)... luckily... h1 was there 2 save da day..(lolx... muz stop watching all da superheroes movies)...he hugged me... n asked me 2 stop crying.. which i did... then... he asked me 2 smile... n i smiled.. n then... i realize.. its a dream... n bsides.. he isnt supposed 2 b in my life.. so... wake up ad lorh... hehe

Wah!!! such a happy day!!! i luv it... n i luv those ppl in it...

well... erm... woke up @ 7.30... get ready 4 an unofficial date by 9.30... y is it unofficial?? well... coz... erm... dat guy... i went out wit... isnt my bf... juz sumkind of reunion 4 us la... since da last time i saw him was last month... n... he keep on asking me... 2 go out wit him... well.. bsides dat.. i brought hidayu's whole family along... haha... so dat... nth suspicious will happen between us... such as.. he say i luv u... omg!! im nt gonna let dat happen!!! well.. watch movie... erm.. congkak... vv nice lerh... serious... i was sooo scared... dat i hugged hidayu... n when i sit up straight ad... he placed his head on my head... omg!! dat was weird.. i asked hidayu if she mind shifting place... bt... she refuses.. she thought i wanna kenakn her... bt... its ok la... as long as he didnt put a knife at my throat... i can survive... ermmm.. then.. after movie... shopping!!! d oni way 2 get rid of him... i figured out... was... 2 go in2 a gurl shop... which is ez... n then.. ermm... when i tilt my head a bit.. he oso do da same.. kinda mocking me... so... i merajuk la... n juz bcoz.. i merajuk... qhe went back home.. witout informing me.. i was sooo worried.. wat if he disappear?? if sum1 kidnap him!! all kinds of scenarios went in2 my mind... i was sooo scared if his parents blame me.. haih... well.. since.. im da gud gal.. i begged him 2 meet me @ da starbucks... n had a quickie chat... n then... chao! a better proper way 2 say gudbye... anyway... although i was annoyed... when i think back.. i had a fun time.. isnt it wat matter da most? i mean.. he is kinda sweet.. juz dat.. i cant accept him.. coz im nt available.. im no longer single.. whether i h8 it or nt.. im sum1 else's gf..

A week?? was sth lyk ermm.. haih...

hurmmm... juz had a tiring week.. monday... after skool... gt choral.. n then... violin class.. my teacher forced me 2 finish up my whole grade 3 book in a week... which is impossible... tuesday... ermm... nth much... wednesday... debate... won best speaker... won da comp... hehe.... sooo happy lerh... then... thursday... which is yesterday.. had a row wit a stupid dumb dumb idiot fella...haih... lantak him la.. i dun 1 2 c his face again... n i dun 1 2 join dat stupid choral... which.. i bet our skool sure will lose... well... 2day.. during recess... ermmm... luckily x kena marah by teachers... new prefects r bertugas-ing in da canteen.. so... nid alot 2 get use 2... ermmm... when bertugas.. there's dis guy... who said he wanna c me... after skool... so i went 2 c him la... he asked me whether im angry @ him onot n such.. n he asked y i didnt pick up da phone... my answer was.. no im nt angry @ u... n nwdays... i oways afp... so.. dun bother...ermm... hidayu said i n ginsky looks sooo sweet 2gether... bt... sry 2 sy... its da past... i dun 1 2 rmb it oso... n aina d said i n dat guy... looks gud together... n once again... sry 2 say... i dun lyk his attitude... i nvr will... a few months ago.. he asked me 2 couple... n i rejected him... well.. da latest news i heard yesterday was... he broke up with his gf.. hw long has they been 2gether?? 1 year! sucks rite?? i mean... u hav a gf... n u asked me... get lost! anyhow... its hard 4 me 2 accept a guy's flaws... coz... i noe.. im nt in luv when... i cant accept or 4giv sum1 ezly... ermm... well... wat else ah? oh yeah... debate topic... public examination should be done away wit... plz... giv me sum ideas! i nid it sooo much.. well... gtg.... i wanna do... sth i haven do 4 a vv long time... which is... watching tv... haha... bye!