haih.... a sad week... vv tiring... haih... hmmm...lets start da week... monday... ermmm... i stayed back... till 2.30 oni.. coz... wanna do hw... tuesday oso... wednesday... ermm.. skipped wushu... went 2 choral... kinda cried... coz... 2 stressful... haih... urm... ok... choral... wat 2 say ah... oh... da conductor scolded evy1... n i think almost evy1 hated her...my pet bro wanna quit... i understand how he felt... so... since im 2 bz ad... n looks lyk alot of ppl wanna quit... i told her i wanna quit 2... bt... i changed my mind... thursday... da unluckiest day of my life! i lost my MP3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn dat stupid dumb dumb thief!!! i hate u sooo much... cant u juz take my money n leave da mp3 in my bag... it meant a lot 2 me u noe! ok.... haih... cooolling down... i hope u all can pray dat i'll get my things back... haih... friday... nth much... juz.... quite bz.. haih... 2day... woke up... around 7.45... my mum scolded me.. dun care la... then... shower... bla... bla... bla... as usual... hehe... bt then... bukak contact lens case... OMG!!!! MY CONTACT LENS KOYAK AD!!! haih... so... nid 2 buy new 1... haih.. ermmm... then... fon lyk gila oni...i rmb sum1 said he wanna buy me a new phone... sapa huh?? lolx... hehe... well... anyway... gonna go 2 pavillion soon... so... gtg... buy.... xoxo...

17 Feb... its more special than valentine's day... bt... sth happened...

hmmm... lets start da day... 12... send... a comment 2 him... wishing him happy anniversary... then... i slept... had a dream...he can use his phone again... soo happy... bt... it was juz a dream... woke up... nth happened... was disappointed... on9 da whole day... coz... wanna chat wit him... haih... till 12... i dun think i chat wit him... actually.. i wasnt sure wat time he on9... bt he did... wish each other... n chat lyk normal... bt... dunno wat happened... he seems... moody... didnt say gudbye oso... disnt say i luv u oso... he nvr did dat... he'll reply... eventhough he's rushing... eventhough.... he's running out of cdt... i guess... its bcoz... of sum1's name... haih... well... send him a msg... 2 say sry... bt he didnt on9... im scared... he seldom do lyk dis... haih... i hope things will b fine...

Valentine's Day?? Haih... loads of luvly love stories... juz dat... its nt happening 2 me..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! so... how was ur day?? mine was ok... started wit an okok morning... coz... while evy1 come 2 skool looking lovelier than ever... i went 2 skool... looking lyk a plain jane... 4 me... valentine's day doesnt really mean much... i mean lyk... he's far... far... away... n im here... wat can b done? haih... pn thye wished us a happy valentine's day.. which is soo thoughtful of her... when recess came... i couldnt help but 2 feel sad... as i walk around... i c gurlz... holding roses... sum... holding presents... bt... me... im holding a book... a sad book... yet... im glad since... dats wat i planned... on dis valentine's day... i juz want 2 spend my day... reading a story book... called Kasih Tercipta... written by Nasha... n it has about me... n my bf... after recess.. i received rose... a vv nice 1... it was given 2 me... by sum1... unexpected... it was sooo sweet of him... so... dats all wat i get 4 valentine's day... wishes were few... but... dats ok...i... n my fren... celebrated it 2gether... eating a cake... lolx...when i gt back... i checked my ms... hoping 2 get sth... well.. i did... juz a short comment 4 valentines day... nt much... well... it juz... didnt surprise me at all... it wasnt wat i hoped 4... but... who m i 2 ask 4 more... i shud b thankful enuf... i gt sum1... 2 celebrate valentine's day wit... haih... well... wat else can i say bout 2day?? received an unexpected msg... from sum1... who wished me... i dunno... him/her... but... lantak la... 2 end up da day 2day... i wanna sleep early... i wanna... finish my hw faster... coz.... im hoping... da day will end... sooner... n let 2moro b... juz a normal day...

Hey there! muz welcome me back yeah!!!

hey... how long has it been?? more than 1 week i supposed? hmm.. alot has been happening.... from da time i met 5 most annoying ppl on d earth... who can make Pn Saras looks lyk a gud lady(i still dun get it y u all hate her sooo much... she is kinda ok sumtimes...) till i woke up from my sleep... n receive a msg gud bye my luv... hey! isnt dat wat i called my bf?? haih... ermm... so... where shud i start? lets begin with the hols... ermm... da hols started on 6th rite? da day b4 dat... i was having a vv bad fever... so... i slept... from 3-4.10... n then... 6-8(missed my prayer... lolx... i owayz do dat) n then... 8.30-10... n 10.10-9.30 da next day... i kinda slept for about 3/4 of da day...(poor izat... having 2 chat alone...) then... on wednesday... my dad got a kinda new car... its nt his car... juz a replacement... i wasnt excited... bt.. i smiled juz 2 show dat im happy... i mean lyk... its juz a bmw car.. nits nt even his... wait till its his car... i bet i'll smile alot.... then... thursday... i went back 2 ipoh... well.. v didnt make it 2 ipoh oso... my mum juz drive till slim river... n when she heard in da radio dat there's a massive traffic jam... she turned back... n then... friday... stayed at home...my hubby sms me... in da morning... bt... it was a bit diff... nasha came over... v had a blast! my hubby on9dat nite... his ym oso... so... v chat...(i noe it doesnt mean anything... but 2 me... it means alot!) n i kinda miss him... not kinda... i really do! then... i slept l8... dun care la... saturday... woke up l8... celebrate my mum's bday... went out 2 midvalley... actually... nasha was supposed 2 follow us... but.. she was shy... ermm... 1st stop! da focus point... fix my sunglasses... bought contact lenses... oh yeah... it turned out... my eyes power is 75 n 100... bt... i still can c clearly... erm... 4 da next 30 dayz... im wearing amethyst contact lenses... its nice u noe... then... shop in mph... bought a tatabahasa book... a darren shan book(i luv it!)... 2 karangan book... an essay book... and the dr jeckyll n mr hyde book... (i dunno y i muz tell u all da books i bought...) then... celebrate da bday... in all stars cafe... went 2 usj... 2 buy tapai... 4 my grandpa n my dad... went 2 my grandparents hse... spent 2 hours watching a tamil movie... or mayb a hindi movie... i dunno... i juz teman my grandma... n i ended up sleeping... coz... i was exhausted... dat nite... dine in a restaurant... my dad gav me 50... n asked me 2 pay... da foods cost oni 20... so... da balance... is 4 me 2 keep.. yippeee!! hehe... da next day... erm... went out... da whole day oso... 1st... looked 4 a new laptop... n then... violin... oh... i didnt buy da laptop... but... i bought a new violin... then.. go 2 brothers... my mum wanna buy da gps 4 her new car... hmm... 2day... i woke up late... due 2 da last day of skool hols... do hw... n then... watch tv... on9... my bf was in skool... so... kinda boring... eat... n then... dunno la... i slept bout 30 minutes.... well... dats wat i did...soo far... so... where is da romance?? where's da pressure??? where's da stupid rumours??? where's da things dat "duh..!" erm... ok... a guy confessed dat he loved me... last friday nite... n my reply was.... "do u noe dat i hav a bf? if so... y dun u find another gal..." da next day... a fren from far... confessed oso... n my reply was... "sry... i blong 2 me... n u waited 4 almost a year... its nth compare 2 2 years..." n da same person... who evyday said dat i hurted him by saying im still in luv wit my bf... puhleezzz! u ask me... i'll answer... n im telling u da truth... I LUV HIM! so.. wat else?? erm... sum1 added me... im nt gonna tell where... mayb... msn... mayb... ym...mayb... ms.. mayb frenster... bt... im juz saying... who will 4gets him? if there's his anti group... i'll join! well... juz 2 tell u all... im nt feeling lyk going out 2moro... mayb i will... juz 2 buy cakes 4 valentine's day... n fotostat sth 4 science n kh..n then... i wanna stay in skool... n sleep... im starting 2 miss my bed... haih...so... nw... lets talk bout my bf pulak... im still in luv with him(lolx... isnt dat obvious)... i miss him... n i cant wait 4 dis sunday! n mayb... dis thursday... i mean lyk... its juz a valentine's day... mayb he'll call... mayb he'll on9... bt... most probably... i'll b celebrating wit my frenz... so... its juz a normal day... haha... oh gosh! muz start sending presents liao! bt... i still run out of 1 thing... i dunno wat... hmmm... mayb... i'll send it after valentine's day la.. no time 2 shop nw... erm... better stop crapping nw... so... bye y'all!

hurt?? yeah!! my heart n my leg!!

ermmm... i hate my life soooo much!!! actually... its not dat sucks... n i ought 2 b happy... but... my leg... its killing me... haih... well... lets continue from.... tuesday... ermmm... i stayed back... y??? i cant rmb la... there wasnt any koko... since futsal was canceled... mayb... i was there doin my hw... n then... whn i was doin my hw... i lie down... since... vvv mafan la da tables... n i can lie down under da fan... a few f1 boys tegur me... bt... i juz wat dunno... coz... its my right wat... i wasnt doin anything bad... i was fully covered... mayb... they can c my hand... my neck n my face... but... other than dat... nth else... continue 2 sms dat f4 guy... then... da next day... gt wushu meeting... n sum1 tegur me n asked me 2 get out of da club... coz... they say im a poor student... n wat i dun understand is... da person who tegur me... didnt pass his lvl 1 test oso... soo swt la... nvr... cermin diri oso... n dat nite.. da guy said... dat he will wait 4 me... but... he found out a gal... who's my sis... likes him... n he wanna b fren wit her... i tot i wanna introduce her 2 him... n hopefully... he'll get over me... bt... i failed... n i write 2 him a letter stating dat i luv my bf... haih.. i gav him da letter da next day... hoping dat... he'll change... bt..... i failed... again... haih... n then... he said he wanna c me... n i was hoping... a miracle wud happen... bt.. no.... haih... dat afternoon.. i called my fren... n asked him... wat did my bf said... n he replied... he didnt c my bf yet... during da sukantara.... i gt... 100 n 250 m run... which i scored 2nd place... all of my fren was soo shocked... n congrats me... lols... n i felt biasa oni... maybe.... it was my luck... oh yeah... when i wanna run... he wished me gud luck... n i juz smile oni.. my daddy(LK)... helped me alot lerh... hehe.... n Farah oso... n all my frenz ah... thx y'all... luv u lots..!! when masa balik.. i gt 1 hour... since i tumpang my fren... so... i chatted wit him at da stairs... when (s) sit down there... i was sooooo happy.... coz... i dun lyk 2 chat wit him alone... i feel akward... n then.... when... nasah came n chat wit me... i was a bit glad... then... da next day... nth much happened... bt.... there's alot of things 2 b catch up wit da sesi ptg's rumours... no1... prostitute in peralihan?!?! lolx... n 2nd... ermm... D's sis lyk Aizat... 3rd... Aizat cpl wit Alesya... 4th... ermmm... 2 galz... most hated rite nw i guess... haih... n then... my mum read my msg's!!! its sooooo unfair u noe!!! well... in da afternoon.... i cut my hair... vv weird la... haih... 2day.... ermmm... gt da picnic... thx god... sum1 didnt come... bt... i was hoping he wud come... coz... i nid 2 clear things up wit him... well.. it started with a poco poco dance... which is quite nice... n then... there's games.. v kinda cheated actuallly... well... who cares??! then.. there's da clown activity... i danced da "if u happy and u noe it.. u clap ur hand..." song... n hokey pokey... erm... his mum... kinda grabbed my hand... which was quite surprising... n then... there's dis las ketchup dance... hehe... i acted lyk a 5 year old gurl... haih... vv malu la... haha... n then... there's lunch.. n water games... n ermm... durin lunch... i saw his bro.. n i said 2 him.. 2 send my regard 2 his bro... which he replied... "kirim salam je?"... swt... came back... nth much... haih... bt... my leg... hurts again!!!! i cried.... n cry u noe... sobz... haih... well... gtg now... wish 2 c y'all in my next blog post... bye!